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Fri, Nov. 11th, 2005, 02:28 pm
i needed something to do okay.

PAST__x//:



1) First grade teacher's name:

Mrs Dover



2) Last word you said:

Fuck--- but i dont swear too much :P


3) Last song you sang:

Time Stands Still - Blind Guardian



4) Last person you hugged:

well my puppy isnt really a perosn so my mum



5) Last thing you laughed at:

humanity. HAHAHAHA


6) Last time you said "I'm in love with you"?

lets not get into that.


7)Last time you cried?:
Monday night i think it was.



PRESENT__x//:



9) What color socks are you wearing:

black white and grey stripey.



10) What's under your bed:

a giant pink pig


11) What time did you wake up today:

4:27... my biological clock is playing tricks on me :P



12) Current taste:

medicine. YUK



13) Current hair:

dirty as shit.


15) Current annoyance:

there isnt enough room to write down everything so i will just say alot of things.


16) Current longing:

why would i tell you that?


17) Current desktop background:

clouds. lol



18) Current worry:

that i will have to get the cists on my neck removed :O eww. and that my back will be fucked forever. thats the one on the top of my mind atm.


19) Current hate:
confusion, humanity, and people who dont let things go.



20) Current favorite article of clothing:

it would be my piece of lace, lol. or my dress :)



26) If you could play an instrument, what would it be:

always wanted to play the drums.



27) Favorite color(s):

BLUE!



29) How tall are you:
165??? i dont know.


30) Current favorite word/saying:

hehehe i loves it. *evil grin*



31) Favorite book:

WISHBONE!!!!


32) Favorite season:

Winter



33) The person from your past you wish you could go back
and talk to:

hmmm.... i dont like to dwell on the past. nobody really.



FUTURE__x//:



35) Where do you want to go for fun?

fun aye... SKIRMISH!!!!



36) What is your favorite career going to be like:

fun easy and well paid. hehe



37) How many kids do you want:

your shitting me right? im sorry im doomed to be alone forever didnt you know?????? haha me having kids... you make me laugh.



HAVE YOU EVER__x//:



39) Said "I love you" and meant it:

unfortunately yes.



40) Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish:

my dog scarred my face!



41) Been to New York: no

42) Been to Florida: no

43) Been to California: no

44) Been to Hawaii: no

45) Been to Mexico: no

46) Been to China: if i havent been to these other places why would i go to china?

47) Been to Fiji: i dont like you.



48) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened:

it tends to happen often.



52) Do you have a crush on someone:

that is none of your business.



54) Worst feeling in the world:

well to know that i would need to have experienced every feeling in the world now wouldnt i? i hope that never happens



55) What is the first thing you think when you wake in the
morning:
its not morning yet, go back to sleep you fool.




56) How many rings before you answer:

how ever many it takes... depending on who it is of course.



57) Future daughter's name:


PIE will be the only child of mine...


58) Future son's name:

i said PIE

59) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:

always. need something to hug or i cant sleep.



60) If you could have any job you wanted what would it be:

well if i knew that i would be going after it wouldnt i


61) Wish you were: NOT FUCKING SICK

62) Future plans: at the moment it is to totally change my way of thinking.

63) Piercings: 4... soon to be 10

64) Do you do drugs: no



65) What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use:

who cares.... it works no matter what it is.



66) What are you most scared of:

weakness i guess. it leaves you so open to things to fear.



67) What clothes do you sleep in:

pajamas???



69) Where do you want to get married:

i told you.... although marriage seems a good idea. i am doomed to eternal lonliness lol.



70) If you could change anything about yourself what would
that be:
nothing, if i changed anything about myself i wouldnt be me would i. although i may not like it its never going to change so why wish it so?



71) Who do you really hate: pathetic people, people that i see as too weak to help themselves or let someone else help them because they just want to mope. theres a very long list im sure you dont want to hear it all.

72) Are you timely or always late: timely.


73) Do you have a job: nope



74) Do you like being around people:

not usually.... but there are a few people whos company i enjoy


75) Best feeling in the world:

i dont know all the feelings in the world!!!



76) Are you for world peace: its never going to happen, your all kidding yourselves.


77) Are you a health freak: yes, thats why im always sick


78) Do you have a "type" of person you always go
after: i did.... but that is soon to change



79) Do you want someone you don't have: im not telling you nothing.


80) Are you lonely right now: alone and loving it.


81) Ever afraid you'll never get married: pffft. i dont need other people to make me happy so no.

82) Do you want to get married: doesnt bother me.



IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU__x//:



84) Cried: no

85) Bought Something: no

86) Gotten Sick: yes

87) Sang: no, i cant really talk.

88) Said I Love You: haha yeah i love my puppy

89) Wanted to tell someone you Liked them: fuck off.


90) Met Someone: no

91) Moved On: no

92) Talked To Someone: yes

93) Had A Serious Talk: um... if you count my heath as serious then yes.

94) Missed Someone: i said fuck off.

95) Hugged Someone: yes

96) Yelled at Someone: no. (whoa that surprises me)

98) Kissed someone: nope

99) Have you ever been heartbroken: im really starting to dislike you.



100) Do you like the way things are right now: well if i did i wouldnt be changing it. dumbass.

Mon, Aug. 22nd, 2005, 09:10 pm

hello all. i want you to know that i am pissed off... VERY pissed off. if your wondering if its something you have done... it porbabely is on top of all the other shit thats going on. sorry but yes right now i am a bitch and i will kill the next thing to cross my path. best make sure it isnt you. but then again since you are all so depressed you might like it aye. GRRRRR cant... fucking.... take.... it.... anymore! im too pissed off to even type. fuck you all seriously. i mean i love you. but GAHHHHH
that is all.
p.s. im going to watch someone bleed to death soon hehe

Thu, Jul. 14th, 2005, 02:42 pm
excited

hello all.
im at home. i am sooo bored. i went to school today bacause the stupid fuckers made me go even though i dont have any subjects on thursdays. GAH so i joined Krissi's admin class, we did nothing, then i went to a short meeting then did nothing again for 2 hours. then i came home at lunch and now im here and you're all gay because me and emma are the only people on msn, lol. i know your all sick of hearing about it but i have the invitations for my party :D and im so excited about saturday!!! lol. shit scared but excited also. i think it's a good combination dont you? i really love this cd. and i really dont want to go to school tomorrow. i have homework :( bah.
oh well. aww my puppy is so cute... i was lying down and she came and fell asleep on me... i really needed to get up though but i didnt want to wake her cos she looked so peaceful... then she started dreaming, lol... her face was twitching adn she was making funny noises, lol... so then i woke her up so i could move and she looked so tired. awwww lol. well thats all i got fro now because life is boring,lol.
bye

Mon, Jul. 11th, 2005, 10:04 pm
YAY!!!

:D :D :D :D I AM SOOOO HAPPY!!! i'd tell you all about it but im just too happy to say it... i have had the best birthday ever!!! YOU ALL ROCK!

Fri, Jul. 8th, 2005, 10:19 pm

hey hey all
im so bored, city tomorrow then loins den... im having a party next weekend since nobody came to it today, lol... you all better be there!

Fri, Jul. 1st, 2005, 02:38 pm

hello journal. i just wanted to say that you all suck major ass. i mean really. fuckheads the lot of you. im going to chris's tonight, it shall be awesome and i will have fun so there. im going to have a good time and i dont need the city or you people. ditch me aye. ill show you all. im at chris's place.... he says to say he's cool. and he found his pink underwear. lol.
dont nkow what my plans are for the rest of the holidays.... probably jsut sleep. because certain people and the way certain peopel act have driven me to hermitness.

Sat, Jun. 18th, 2005, 08:03 am

pie.
today is saturday... no, its sunday. yay. mum is coming to pick me up in 10 hours... gah. soo early. i need pie. that is all.
Jo

Fri, Jun. 10th, 2005, 01:19 pm
PIE ON THE HOLIDAYS!

hello all! i was going to write the famous PIE ON THE HOLIDAYS! poem for oyu all but i lost it :'( boo hoo.
so ill just have to rant instead, lol. arent you lucky.
im going to have pie these holidays, yuuum. and it's going to be good and im going to love it! so eat that!
im going to nundah cemetary tonight. we're going to have dinner there, lol. nice. it shall be fun. i have music in my head, lol... deadly sinners. interesting song that one. i like it.
what else can i talk about...my puppy. for those of you that dont know, i... have a puppy. she is adorable. i want another.
dont you hate how people start talking about something that happened as if you were there but in actual fact you weren't. i have that now. lol.i am sooooooooo bored! i washed my hair today... there's a fun fact for you all. and i plan to iron it later.. another fun fact. boredom boredom boredom boredom boredom boredom boredom boredom boredom. god i hate living here. i cant get anywhere! okay well im bored so bye!
reply to me bitches!

Thu, Jun. 9th, 2005, 01:53 pm

hello again all...
i am way bored. it is thursday and im at home and im really really bored. Simon keeps telling me to get off the net. i'll shoot him soon, and dad is home and mum is home and i am really bored. i think i said that already though.
so what have you all been up to? i really want to do something interesting these holidays. something different. apparently im doing something with Sam and cristina tomorrow so that should be fun. ahh boredom. im going to go now before i kill myself with boredness.
ciao

Sat, May. 21st, 2005, 11:59 pm

MWAHAHAHA mmmmmmmmm lol SCHOOL WAS CANCELLED WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (its funny cause you cant hear me lol) TELL ME A SECRET WOMAN.. random crap heard today
: NANANANA NA
: Well that was boring
: im thinking baby
: Think faster woman
: crimany
: crikey
: its sinning against the church
: dont lie, its wrong, it hurts baby jesus
: I have candy, come into my car
: what the????
: Love, life, pie, it all works
: Oh i dont know
: ah(Random noise)
: hahahahahaha
: my slippers remind me of bears
: Oh we have action
: Ah its nick
: so nick and josh aye
: This guy has real trust issues i swear i mean really
: is that a guy or a girl? or an amphibian
: Oh your so strange (Said to saz)
: i long to touch you
: pie
: stupid ugly mole rat
: saz cant spell stupid
: NANANAN NANA
: im so lost


I really want random people to talk to me, my minds saying jo get over it, but my heart is saying DONT LET GO!!!!!! JUMP JOANNE JUMP INTO THE BLACK CLOUD, FILL THE GAP, BE FREE, LOVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART, PIE!!!

Fri, May. 13th, 2005, 09:19 pm

All i have to say is.... PIE

Fri, Apr. 29th, 2005, 02:59 pm
hi

hello. i havent written for a while so yeah
i just wanted to say that i hate how people pussy ass and tip toe around things... if you have something to say say it already! that is all on that subject.

i am really bored. it's 3:00 on friday and i didnt go to school today, i probably would have knocked someone out if i did. so i am here. i am bored. and i am talking to Ash :)

pie is good. i watched teh incredibles today. god thats a good movie. im listening to afi at the moment. it's annoying me so im going to go and sleep. bye bye

Fri, Apr. 15th, 2005, 09:21 pm

hello all, i havent written for a while and my last thingy was just AHH! so i thought i would write and tell you all about my boring life... nothing much is new, i got my hair done, but you all know that already, um... im giving away my guinea pigs :( they'll go to a better home where they dont have to wallow in their own shit, lol
im going to the city tomorrow, i have ot get up at 7!!! its not even light then! omg i had the worst day today... double r.e then double english then maths and biology!!! AHH! gotta go, bye bye

Wed, Apr. 6th, 2005, 11:30 am
AHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Wed, Mar. 16th, 2005, 09:18 am
LIFE SUX ASS

hello again people, well whats new with me... hmm, oh Ash never called me back. and i went on Vf and saw MORE messages, but this time they were to a different person. oh joy. so i have no idea what im gonna say when he calls, if he calls. i just thought i'd write to tell you all that life sux ass. and don't try. and dont believe a word anyone tells you. if you follow these rules your sure to never get hurt. these are my new rules. i will live and breathe them they will be my only life. i think that is all i wanted to say on that topic. another topic... hmm. oh josh is coming to the city on saturday. i asked him if he comes if he was gonna bring anyone adn if so who and he said i dont know are you gonna bring anyone and i said not sure... depends and so we're gonna wait till he asks his dad then we'll decide, lol. he's a strange one that boy. anyway so yes that is my plan for saturday even though i have noo idea what im doing. then on thursday, TOMORROW! i am leaving school at lunch and going to the city, then on friday i might be going to see constantine with emma and getting my ears done FINALLY! then sunday i think i should work on my english cos it's on tuesday or monday and i havent started. oops. i am soo fucking bored. i HATE biology! i HATE school!!! GRR!

anyway, moving on... i like pie. i haven't had pie for ages. i'd really like to see a blue and red panda. and did you know that everything is A OK. yessum indeed. fan fricken tastic. :D i think im going to sing to you... hmm, what should i sing? i think ill sing... um... bother by corey taylor, tis a nice song, a good song.

Wish I was... too dead to cry,
the self affliction fades,
stpnes to throw at my creator,
Masochists to which I cater.

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be...
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish I was... too dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be...
ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds

Wish I died instead of lived
The zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won’t let go til it bleeds

You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
Ill keep slipping farther
But once I hold on Ill never look down my deceits


i'd just like ot say Corey Taylor is a dead set gun! an absolute fucking champion!
let me see, what else shoudl i write... how about another song!
i feel slipknot is necessary.


I fight for the unconventional
My right and it's unconditional
I can only be as real as i can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
this isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
and if I lose, at least I tried!

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots!

I wont be the inconsequential
I wont be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize, youll never take a stand
It isnt just a one sided version
Weve dealt with a manic subversion
I wont let the truth be perverted
And I wont leave anothrr victim deserted

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)

We fight til no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when were pushed too far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We wont walk alone any longer
What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)

okay im all singed out. there's nothing to talk about, well there is but its all bad and like i said before i am going to keep to my rules of life and just not care. this new rule thing is very exciting. okay well im getting profiles on every member of slipknot now so im gonna go and devote all my energoies to that
cheerio

Mon, Mar. 14th, 2005, 09:04 am
im not crazy

hello hello, i'd just like to say that i am NOT crazy... some may say that i am but i can assure you the guy in my room WAS there and he IS real! he's really awesome too :P yes... hmm, what's new with me, i had a pretty shitty weekend, we were in the city and saz and cristina had a fight adn cristina stormed off then saz stormed off and i was left standing there for about 10 minutes and this guy saw the whole thing and was looking at me funny and im just like well im not gonna move cos if i do ill get lost... but then saz came ans found me and we went home cos cristina had already left after screaming at me on the fone. and i got a visit from my friend on saturday night, he was just sitting there crouched in the corner looking awesome and i dont know how long he stayed though cos i fell asleep. yes, he was just sitting there silently watching me fall asleep it was quite comforting. anyway then on sunday i went to toombul and watched saz work for some time, oh joy. and i was gonna tell saz to talk to Nick but then dad came and i was like GRR! then i got in the car and simon and haydock were there! double GRR! anyway i got home had a shower and went to bed, then at 9:30 Ash called! and i was like wow, cool. and i spole to him for a while but then he had to go so he said he'd call me tomorrow... i feel special :)

Wed, Mar. 2nd, 2005, 11:27 am
hello

hello
i have a new account cos i forgot my other password :P i am soo bored!
that is all i have to say.